I am tired of attaching more feelings to thoughts, I need to care to set the goal to understand and not have an alive bias, not considering the past abuse type of mindset
the only thing you should know is this
i want to have no opinions is an opinion itself you know, you wanting to reach a state of mind where nothing means anything to you, motivated to identify as such
I am tired of pursuing opinions I want to pursue identifying facts
if you categorize it right and don’t make a big deal out of it then it will lead you to more ideas, as ideas=possibility; see: brain as a thought generator; since we can only perform one calculation at a time and conclude one idea at a time
curiosity is being unbiased over time, alive bias.