I don’t want to start off in my parents house, I want to become independent then become vulnerable enough to be nurtured by myself. I hope no one will take advantage of the vulnerable in society[2][3].
You must accept that some people are just pure evil and you should stay away from them or else you’ll become like them – Since you are the average of the 5 people whom you spend the most time with.
> Don’t bully anyone; They haven’t reached the best version of themselves yet. Recognizing this fact will help you realize others’ potential and stop exploiting them.
It’s time you start realizing your actions have an effect on your future kids. So, if anything, do it for your kids. They say having a kid is the greatest feeling in the world, so check it out.
Why do drugs feel good if they are meant to be disliked? Because if you like them, it shows that you have been tricked into being satisfied with so little.
Porn should be treated like an ex-girlfriend, it should be replaced (preoccupied) and forgotten
> replacing an ex is the only way to forget
Keywords:
challenge your beliefs, forget about everyone else and focus on being the best version of yourself (I’ve seen some pretty humbling janitors), should inspire you to do it, physically impossible, limits of the body represent the limits of the (or your) physical world, test your limits, female instinct, Mate guarding in humans – Wikipedia, male instinct, fit doctors, fit for live, automated habit, what’s your secret, how to get ahead in life, being vulnerable is strong, fit first, best of both worlds, balanced lifestyle, breaking stereotypes, able-bodied, part of society, challenging beliefs, short-minded, I want to start now, I want to get a good base to start on first, I wish no one would make fun of me on this journey, I wish everyone would cooperate with me (but them not doing so as such is what makes it fun), men take more risks, ignored in the mainstream world, find that right person, no one is better than another, my goal in life is to be healthy, close call, starting position, forget everything you know, relearn, the wise man builds house on the rock, a buff person depends on those who are not to keep their body clean, perfect people exist you just have to find them – they are hidden gems, admitting you’re wrong requires vulnerability, denial of problems, just to start, I would sacrifice my life for that knowledge, trust yourself, struggling with vulnerability, removing yourself from bad situations gets tiring after a certain point, here to stay, we are all enforcers of the law, why is bad possible, have hope, how far is too far, boundaries and self-control, find something you would die for and live for it, be selective with your friends, Trust law – Wikipedia, forced to trust, everything is forced, everything is an effect of childhood, good at hiding abuse, trust the law, Exploitation of labour – Wikipedia, journey, focus on others, uncomfortabiltiy, privitized, stop looking at others and living in the city, the city is too distracting, uncomfortability is an artificial man-made thing, do it yourself, Do it yourself – Wikipedia, make it work, studying success, how to stop being satisfied, stop allowing yourself to be tempted, control your body, limits of feelings or feelings are limits, deciding what I want to keep and let go is traumatizing, build your community, is it possible to get dumber, stealing intel, don’t try to open it now, mental healing, now what, personalize your phone, Sell me on – Idioms by The Free Dictionary, i’ve seen worse, sacrifice masculinity for knowledge, head start in life, I hate being an immigrant not because of the way I am treated but because of how I’d treat them if I was not a minority, doing the unexpected, Soft skills – Wikipedia, Technical Skills: Definitions and Examples for a Resume | Indeed.com, drugs are gateway to heaven, allow yourself to start over, deception is real, jealousy is a sign of a bigger problem, coddling isn’t always a bad thing > babies have to be coddled to grow up to become stronger men, forgetting an ex,
Why would you even have kids when your own life isn’t settled?
Keywords: writing is my therapy, i’m tired of changing, strong bases, stop being mainstream, you don’t need to be famous to, sociology, Reinforcement – Wikipedia, impossible, Involuntary treatment – Wikipedia, Affective science – Wikipedia, control impulses and delay gratification, Don’t deserve the reward yet, Urban Dictionary: Found Family, start local, control addiction, addiction is losing self-control (the absence of it), self-control choice, can’t control addiction, allow me to develop, stop having a kk. Of being dominated, develop your own style, do it when you have time, cheating poor peoples, perfection is within reach, it is possible, physically possible, Prevent Resist Support, mental health is real, physically handicapped, not a kid anymore, no one can escape, master the look, drug cravings, parenting yourself, Independence is taught by someone else it’s ironic, impossible motivation, tolerate, allow me to make mistakes, my parents raised me wrongly, soul searching,
I hate to see others succeeding not because of pure evil but because they remind me of my failures and what I missed out upon
Mental r* is involuntary thoughts; “stop thinking” is it possible
A child that is not safe at home is not safe anywhere else
If it’s not done today or right now, it’s never going to be done.
Go to the gym at 5. You don’t have a reason not to.
If you don’t like the law then change it; don’t break it in private. Do it proudly.
For me, hitting rock bottom would be better than being tricked and living a half baked middle class life.
It’s not about how you will act when you don’t have much – it’s how you will act if you do have much. The question is – Will you still be humble?
Why are Indians so close together? Why do they lack a sense of privacy?
Frauds make me sick
You must first be comfortable being vulnerable to be strong. Nobody is born buff, we are all born vulnerable babies.
Explore your options
What if you were your parents
Forever a part of your past
Not an nsfw relationship but just memories and why it’s bad
Curious of the unknown vs. fear of the unknown
The goal is to have an elitist demeanor
Is learning from mistakes more practical?
Do what you want to be doing for the rest of you life – as if you died tomorrow.
It can’t wait and my body is right. Why do my surroundings not cooperate with me? Why not my goals? My goals are changing because my surroundings aren’t consistent
Keywords: go down to go up, rock bottom lessons, everyone is not your friend, sentenced to torture, let him learn, do it early, routinely, no one messes you up, deeper memories, etched, don’t try me, exploring growing, it’s a process you must trust, do it now to permanently stop yourself from doing to, make it physically impossible, whatever is Practically possible (not theoretically) will happen, stop relying on feelings, stop waiting till you feel guilty, how to satisfy curiosity for bad contents, don’t test it, it’s not worth it, many ways to die, test dying, close to dying, happy for you, unexpected goodbye, last time I saw you, never meet again, cross paths, never got to say goodbye, believe first, withdrawal, parents let me, doctors parents, Asian parents, reverse bad effect, understand the system, de-stigmatize sensitive problems, progress, manual feelings changing, changing feelings gear, stop taking risks, stop waiting to feel bad be proactive, only way I know how to relieve stress, the system is so unfair to me, as long as it’s not illegal, you have a better chance at life than me, worry about yourself, worse is possible, focus on the goal and don’t let it hang by itself provide it comfort, flawless, involuntary, disturbed, learn from the best, living is learning, constantly learning, program your events, calm down no one is pointing a gun to your head, force feelings, what’s going to stop me, source of learning, every moment spent not mb’ing is a moment won, Characteristics of a fact, opinions are real, how to live life, life’s’ instruction manual, keep up with life, nsfw is equivalent to a drug, personality change after moving out of parents house,
Why punish people when punishment is exactly what made them do so as such anyways?
I hate liking this stuff
Now that school is coming to an end you can finally start your real world successful lifestyle.
Answer the question: what is keeping you alive?
The hard way is the only way. Meaning, yes, everyone goes thru this.
Should I make a list of the things of when I was embarrassed this week?
It was potentially the last time I saw Alexa in a classroom with me ever again and I never knew
Why is nsfw so stigmatized? I can’t come out cleanly without any potential repercussion.
Remember when you face the punishments, you asked for this. Well, no I didn’t, I didn’t ask to face these unnecessary obstacles. I didn’t ask to be born essentially.
I am scared to try new things because something always goes wrong
Either I don’t want to be a human or I don’t want to live in this house which encourages these things.
I’ve had my trust abused so many times I don’t think it’s recoverable. Do I trust first?
Why am I not having the same energy as before,
Sure its boring but it’s even more boring to cause heartbreak
Reason being is that I don’t feel as if I am getting much value out of blogging in my day to day life anymore. I feel as if I’ve overdone it. It’s as if I am unhealhtily addicted to blogging.
The intention was to use blogging as a means of getting better and documenting my thoughts for as long as I live, or even forever.
Eventually tho, it became a coping mechanism – Nothing wrong with using this as a coping mechanism, but it was the only coping mecahnism that I used, which required me to stay at home and deal with non-sense here.
I’ve been writing about how one should live a balanced life, but I, hypocritically have NOT been doing that. I rather have been living a life of getting into trouble, regretting it, and going back to getting into trouble again. All because I do it for the sake of maintaining a website.
> In 1965, when President Johnson signed the landmark Voting Rights Act into law, he proclaimed that, “the right to vote is the basic right, without which all others are meaningless.” [source]
> Without the right to life from birth till natural death, all other rights are meaningless. [source]
I used to be vhetemantly opposed to the death penalty on the grounds of victims rights, until I had something like that happen to me. Then, I decided to silently support it.
Does wrong describe the reason (cause) of the action itself?
> These true stories from Ask Reddit will churn your stomach, because there’s nothing more unfair than a rough childhood. [source]
Good intentions are useless if they are changed in the face of adversity.
Don’t think that the damage is irreversible. Even scars go away after you die.
There are some things that your body just has to express. For example, like pooping – Regardless of the outcome the body has to poop to let it all loose.
"The life of a single human being is worth more than all the property of the richest man on earth." Che was executed 50 years ago today. pic.twitter.com/JZWRci9ALT
“do work for me” isn’t a valid excuse, as it’s like saying live my life for me. It can be a valid excuse, hence why computed programs exist, like autocorrect. Truth it, we are all one another, we are all extending our arms out to one another.
Addiction is not the addict’s fault, it’s whoever enabled them to become one.
You can be both strong and smart; See Here: Thank you to my father, Ronald Stewart McCuiston, for serving in the U.S. Navy from 1957-60. He served aboard the USS Northampton as a lieutenant in the gunnery department. He went on to become a Professor of Mathematics after obtaining his doctorate from the University of Georgia. [source]; Also many other sources from real-life peoples of whom I know of.
Don’t be tricked into thinking that you love the man, you just need money and financial freedom.
Keywords:
threatening my goal of living/surviving, involuntary termination, anything done involuntarily can be considered a slight form of r*, must be weak to be strong, be strong enough to be weak and vulnerable, be strong enough to be weak, back when i was a kid, post-nut clarity – Wiktionary, there is no curing intention, saving resources, saving the best for last, don’t deserve you yet, there are better people than me, stop being cocky, my choice, my control, everything is a choice but whose choice, addiction means it’s not in your control, stop worrying about others quotes, why do i want to hurt, still identifying the answer, now or never, you only learn the hard way, some things are meant to be learned only the hard way, hope exists, it had to happen, demons leave me alone, instinct, learn about my life, racial relations, missed out on my childhood, natural feelings, cope, i would have never guessed, the country personality naturally comes when you are left alone (it’s a sign of independence), doing wrong for the right reasons, nicest people have the roughest childhoods, my goal is to be well rounded, my parents are racists pieces of crap that assume the worst – I would say it’s a self-fulfilling and self-depreciating prophecy but I refuse to be a victim, really want parents, don’t see them as parents see them in the eyes of the law, mind tricks are real, i am a cop, acting like you own the place, leave your kids alone, you are your own adult, i don’t like sharing my feelings to my parents, tried and tested, Personal development planning – Wikipedia, goal plan, Goal setting – Wikipedia, the goal of thinking, everything comes back to you, i don’t your approval, irreversible time, everything is situational, don’t unleash the beast, i am the law, the law is only as good as it’s enforced, wish the best for you, irreplaceable, says a lot about your personality, where to learn communication skills, how do you treat family members, either way you lose, looking for problems to solve, are we all a little sadistic, drug cravings, common issues, sadism retribution, consensual, force fart, i don’t know what to want, explore your career options week, exposure therapy, Collateral damage – Wikipedia, I am not as good as them, always wanting more, money in money out, not a human, start now, complicated relationship, financial dependence, reminders, delivering justice, blocking people in real life, moral backbone, secure attachment, on your own, stop being narrow minded, not everything needs an opinion, stop wasting time forming an opinion, speaking with losers, it takes time to develop an opinion, where excellence is the new normal, like a different society, ruined childhood, for the better, uncomfortable being vulnerable, every master was once a beginner, try to gauge what it feels like, all words are made up by other words, all words are made up words, all word are adjectives, father is an emotion, everything is exploring and learning (those are the two base characteristics), not a father, change relationship with alcohol, save for later, extract the good, constant challenge, never satisfied, mood pictures, as much as you care, move on in society, school of life, preference choice vs. force, don’t get too comfortable because this is not your final best form, I am like a completely new person, nobody deserves anything, means so much to me, enablers, resting is a part of working, need a place to dump my thoughts, too easy, stop making life hard, resting is productive, rest vs. laziness, there is a fine line between resting and laziness, I have seen so many disciplined people (I thought such a character trait was rare, but it seems as if excellence is the new norm), tagline: excellence is the norm, i have hopes and dreams too, let the bad things go to replace them with good things, is this what you want forever, don’t play it safe, let the drugs go, learn by trying is the only learning I’ve heard of, learn as you go, no guidance and still made it, true feelings, get your priorities straight, think like a salesmen, it’s not the end of the world, how well do you handle failure, unhealed pain, butterflies in stomach, constantly feeling challenged, on my feet, thanks for making me feel special, friends in high places, don’t unleash the beast now, not now, start local, psychological damage is real, Late bloomer – Wikipedia, treated as an adult, nobody cares work harder, stop worrying about others, excellence is the norm, care enough, explore your options, adult choices,my parents don’t listen to me, you are as good as your worst player/your team, there is still a possibility, judge a man by what he will do for others, life is only as good as you make it, forfeit the rewards of sin, threat to society, before they are broken, no limits means that nothing exists, it’s expected when you have a chance to do it, human formula, motivation to fakely succeed, social media and socializing is fake, stop liking to do dumb things, stop doing everything but becoming a scientist, nothing is everything, I don’t like being physically challenged, take control of your life, diversity your friendships, extract the good, save for later, involuntary life events, how to treat (opposite gender), overexaggeration, getting attention, all problems step from a lack of resources of knowledge and wisdom, don’t rush it, in development, self-contorl skills, I was here before, make a conclusion by yourself, traumatized for life, be friends with whom you want to be like, scarred for life, do it when you need it, keep the end in mind, focus skills, eyes on the prize, never lose hope, forced to experience, better is always possible, easy to say if you’re not the one taking the hits, stop gathering useless information, society is built upon soldiers sacrifice, addiction is always involuntary, involuntary addiction, blaming addicts is like blaming the victim of the crime (like why are you a victim of child abuse, something you couldn’t control since you wern’t aware of your own rights), don’t take it personally, why study nsfw is like asking me why be curious (not it’s not, pure curiosity will never go into nsfw curiosity), we owe our lives to soldiers, get better sources, life is unpredictable, not “all-that,” brought alive against own will, people don’t take it seriously, find your base, don’t want to hear anything from him, fake love, constant problems in my life, tired, breaking the addiction cycle is hard to do as most of it is not in your control,
When I see others my age having a good time and not having any scars on their body, it makes me feel jealous as I never had the opportunity to pursue such endeavors.
My dad not tending to me like the equivalent of betrayal.
It’s a clear and cut decision, you just need to promise you don’t want the nsfw and good things will come. Don’t do it because you came this far, do it because it’s the right thing to do.
It’s not that people don’t care about you, it’s just that they have things to care about themselves.
People stop caring not because it’s not important anymore but because it becomes less of a priority, but trust me, people still care if they can.
Blog Post:
He does not know how to parent.
People let bad things happen to you then get mad at you for being mad.
networking is everything because society is only made up of those who network.
Which is what drugs make you feel – as if nothing else matters.
It feels good when you start paying for things. I need to stop training myself to be proud of my family for useless crap like Indian culture does.
I’ve been living in a society where people don’t value high achievers and letting people take the time to heal. I’ve got to change my view of society as it’s how I view myself. I need to get the basics right. I need to stop being so weird.
Admit that you outright hate Indian culture.
“regretful guilty pleasure” are the three words used to describe how I feel when I engage in nsfw contents. I feel regretful as I know I could be doing better with help, guilty because I know it’s not what I want to be doing for the rest of my life, and pleasured by it because it feels good. I don’t know which feeling to keep.
The reason I cannot move on from nsfw is because recovery is stigmatized as we cannot talk about problems that are of nsfw nature.
I needed hope that pleasure still exists. It may not be what truly makes me happy forever, but I know that something out there makes me feel special in some sort of way.
The only time you look at NSFW content is to study it.
I am at a crossroads now – I can either choose to pursue nsfw content and run a risk of getting addicted back into it again (right before I go to basic) or I can choose to pursue healthy pleasures to then convince myself why it’s not worth it.
I still cannot get over the whole getting caught against your will scenario. I thought that nothing in life could ever stop you and your will, but blindsiding someone is the worst possible crime of all time. Along with being held against your own will.
I need to find healthy pleasures in my life soon before I break out into a NSFW addicted monster.
The desire to stop nsfw quickly dies out at the face of competition. I quickly change my desires and look the other direction. I force myself to do so because it feels so good, I know that it does as I’ve tested it.
You have to understand that your father may not necessarily be willing to help you get the iPhone exchanged for a new phone. You must do that yourself.
Mexico is on some crazy crap
I noticed that windows stopped correcting my spelling errors and grammatical errors
I am choosing not to unleash the beast right now because to me, it’s either all or nothing. I will be at a point, one day, where I can pursue my dreams in peace.
You are sticking to your parents because it’s the only relatively safe place you know of at the moment. Once you find financial freedom and a better place to stay you can then
It’s never too late to change and start from the bottom. The key thing to realize is that you have nothing to lose.
People need to realize that there are only a limited amount of resources in this world; So, stop hogging all of the resources.
Parenting yourself
Now that you are out of school, you need to start looking at role models who are out of school as well, you need to stop having a childish mindset (you should have stopped this a long time ago, but hopefully you realize how you’ve been living under a rock).
Buy hanes t shirt the same size as the one I have at home
Figure out why voice typing on this laptop does not detect my voice anymore
Set a wallpaper on your phone that reminds you of something better than pursuing nsfw; Maybe do the same thing on laptop as well. And if need be, start doing the same onto your reddit profile, or wherever you visit frequently.
> More people don’t join because the few that do, give them the freedom to choose other paths, to pursue their dreams, hopefully for the betterment of the country and the people.
In the same way, if you think that nothing if your responsibility (not saying it’s not your fault, just not your responsibility), then you will get nowhere as most of your life will be in someone else’s control.
I can’t move on without the right resources, of which my parents do not want to provide to me; don’t feel bad for your failures, you need to test it first in order to find a program that works; you don’t have to ask, i like to document memories, mistakes my parents made, someone has to work harder, i hate corporate life, teaching bias, forever in my memories/past, stigmatizing shame, we are still learning how to be perfect, moral requirement, nsfw memes, not safe for life, morbid curiosity, i asked for it, stigmatizing nsfw, say it loud and proud, balanced torture, nothing is serious, right to be mad, reasonable anger, human connection is real, it’s all just a distraction, I’ve been there, I never want to speak of this again, densfwize it, anything involuntary is bad, hitting is like r*, private life reflects public life, stop acknowledging that satan is real, stop wanting something, stop wanting to do bad things, stop being tired, everyone has their own problems, allow me to grow professionally, stop stigmatizing recovery, the more you try to erase me the more that i appear, the more you try to remember the more you forget, the more you try to hide something, Streisand effect – Wikipedia, the more you try to control something, don’t have control of my own life, the world is my classroom, brain controls body or body controls brain, mutually connected, being alone is the problem, stress reliever, justice system, can i see you one last time, do what you can, do not hurt us, necessary goal, transitioning into adulthood, never speak of this again, it’s a big world out there, disconnected, things happen, everything is unexpected, give me some real competition, suck it up, missing memories, scars, multiple personality disorder, drugs, have something to care about, law enforcement, not for me, molded, do it for me, learning about yourself, leaving parents nest, good life choices, restart life, nothing special just practice, Drawing the line – Idioms by The Free Dictionary, words that shouldn’t be words, everything we do is self-defense of some goal, prioritizing goals, abortion as self-defense, school treated me like a child and kept me from moving on, everything is situational, some events brings back painful memories, blogging to cope, how do the rich raise their kids, hurting yourself, having your needs met, digestible, nothing is organized, no one appreciates your hard work but you, everything lasts a lifetime, only care based on how it affects me, moral focus, focus on what exists, limits make it boring, I had feeling bad, moral change, lifetime church member, personal achievements, keep it simple, KISS principle – Wikipedia, memory collector, truly think, let them be, I hate benig faced with challenges, why do i want to harm myself, getting comfortable with saying no, it’s the gear, free range, appeal, de-nsfw-ize body parts, Urban Dictionary: Mental Rape, ads aren’t real, my journey is just a bit late nothing much at all, realistic society, we are all a part of society, we are humans and robots, Social realism – Wikipedia, stop choosing to play a victim, silver spooned, Silver spoon – Wikipedia, happy home life = happy life, military depersonalization, find people who make you feel comfortable about yourself, GoodTherapy | Schadenfreude, Designer baby – Wikipedia, stop being proud of mediocre things that everyone is doing on the regular, no one likes me, get used to it, community, explore, touch skin, don’t go back in life, keep it consistent, stop lying, find a safe place to practice your desires, can’t trust myself, stop being clumsy, stop being childish, all my friends are moving on, stop facing the same problem again and again, what if everyones’ personal life was private, don’t tell me how to live, it’s easy if you have nothing to lose, trick your brain, trick your feelings, i don’t want to do this it takes control of me, Acquired taste – Wikipedia, innate taste, keep up with the competition, involuntary life, you like it because you’re human, what does it mean to be a human, starts off somewhere, my life is all a result of an unlucky choice, someone please kill me, I hate going back and forth, no one is going to save you (not even cold turkey blocker), you have to take a break from freehinking, satisfy curiosity, morbid curiosity, not satisfied with my life, badness is real, stigmitizing nsfwuality, everyone should experience bo. Wr., too good to be true, heaven on earth, sudden changes, refusing to accept the problem is even real, waiting too long, some things should be not done until certain ages, stuck, I don’t have enough patience for this, I want it done immediately, too easy,my curiosity of imperfection and being stuck is keeping me stuck, I deliberately knew that nothing was inherently nsfw and I made it as such, Overpraise Definition & Meaning – Merriam-Webster, don’t know how to parent, my parents don’t know how to communicate, explore your options, know your options, build your personality, Human overpopulation – Wikipedia, deep down you know you weren’t built for fighting, deep down you know you’re a monster, stop trying to live my life, stop doing so much for me, finding the root cause, everything is a cause, remember the goal, freedom ain’t free, drugs make me feel normal, weak then strong not vice versa,
It’s so scary that these parents don’t know what they are doing, their lives are so much invested in someone else’s they have nothing else to do; What such freaking losers.
I should have known that I could have switched my iPhone for an Android a long time ago. Now I still have that fire within me; So, now I can block sites against my will.
The best I can do is to keep sane for a while.
Sometimes the most unexpected happens. I just worked out today and I had the nsfw desires.
Who acts as the enabler for your success? Janitors? Lower-class workers?
Cops want there to be criminals in the same way doctors want you to be sick
If I were to do it again, I’d do the same thing, not going to lie.
> The only way is to force yourself
> Everything about your life, about your body, grows! Your cells regenerate; your hair, your nails, everything grows for your entire life. And your soul needs exploration and growth. And the only way you’ll get it is by forcing yourself to be uncomfortable. Forcing yourself to get outside, out of your head. [source]
I want a balanced nsfw life (s* life), not too much or too little. I’ve received too little love.
I agreed to have some of my physicals as imperfect.
I am not saying people should go thru what I have gone thru, but if only people could realize that the world isn’t as perfect or as elitist as some may want it to be.
When doing something, ask yourself if you want to do it forever, if not, then don’t do it.
It’s not that no one cares, it’s just that everyone has their own problems.
I am convinced that it is impossible to change myself where I’m at. And don’t come at me quoting all of this b.s. Because I’ve tried countless times and I am done.
Another crap feature by apple – It won’t even let me block websites against my own will. Probably because it’ll make them lose their revenue.
I keep pursing the nsfw because I want something to feel proud of, something to block.
i keep coming back to you
If you really regret, you should give up all of the rewards (knowledge acquired) of the things you regret. Forgetting it is the best response.
I am just tired of not being cooperated with.
What is stopping you from pursuing nsfw?
I am considering studying nsfw in my free time
This homeless man looks far better than me; These immigrant parents of mine have no clue what they’re talking about when they are bashing the homeless. They are even better than their product, which is me.
I am not ready to give up on the anti-NSFW journey. I am also not ready to give up on my guilty pleasure of nsfw curiosity.
I wanted harder competition so here I have it, no more easy competitions.
I am not getting anywhere sitting at the house and crying
I am looking for guidance
I am tired of the “nothing i can do about it now” attitude. I want my body to want to change. But, I can;t do it without others’ cooperation.
The goal of all of this is to have a realistic view of society
Remember that everyone is doing great
Remember that everyone is doing their own thing
I hate emotionless people.
It’s time to document the people that you like and whom you are attracted to. Start doing part of the physical journey now, it does not have to be perfect, just something to show you that there is hope left in this world.
A bit about my work personality, I can’t work well in a professional environment, i hate corporate culture, i hate professionalism, I hate fake people,
Clear parts of history on this laptop – make sure to use the search feature.
Visit those links and delete the emails of the posted site
If you’re struggling to find motivation, I challenge you to find motivation when you’re struggling, that’s the challenge, now you should be motivated. The secret is that there is always something in everyones’ personal life that can be improved.
For anti-nsfw it gets weird after a certain point if you don’t pursue it. For example, in a corporate setting you don’t tend to human needs and rather act as a robot (Urban Dictionary: corporate robot).
I need some meaningful work, not some job that a robot can replace me by.
Face your fears to see that they are not really that big and shouldn’t be feared.
All fears are an illusion – just disorganized information.
I get pissed when people ask me “why don’t you just leave;” My answer is the risks are greater, leaving me between a rock and a hard place. Also, you don’t know how many times I tried mentally.
If you’re not going to delete the NSFW contents you need to accept the risk.
You are your own adult now, so create your own personality. First, you need to be away from those who trigger bad feelings. Yes, I want them executed, but the best I can do is to leave the proximity of where I am at.
not ready to move on
Understand the limits of your own pain.
Don’t feel bad for drawing boundaries, you need to start solidifying your life and to becoming an independent man
I couldn’t succeed because people are uncooperative and I was drunk (yes, being drunk is far more common than one thinks – it’s not normal to be bullied, that’s an unrealistic view of society) – I was not in my right state of mind.[2]
I need to work on having a realistic view of society. I need to expose myself to the world and their skills. To stop living under a rock. To first do this, I must move out of this house and take care of my personal hygiene, since everything is personal hygiene.
Document Malcolm Battle, David Shu, and that Nissan girl (I know that she is a senior since I saw her at the senior meeting, not the one on the 13th tho)
Volunteer at the first department
Eat foods that are good for the eyes since your sun visor is broken.
If you need to, ask for the login information for the wifi router and block sites there.
Consider watching toy story 4 or cars 3 (buy disc at walmart)
Find the song of the commercial for the grand wagoneer
i can’t wait to block nsfw contents or to indulge myself in them
how to setup firewall to block sites
Consider going to a community college to get a degree that would add credits for bachelor’s degree in neuroscience.
On the android, buy the app of freedom instead to replace cold turkey blocker for mobile devices since it’s a one time purchase.
Add morbid curiosity as a tag on physicals version of website.
^ Now that I found the ripped f. Science teacher, I need to find that ripped f. Black teacher (she was teaching kids and I think it was a stock image, another image as well).
There is another similar picture to the black person at the Arkansas scholarship website – the person’s name is Olivia Moka.
Prosecutors tend to encourage families of middle-class victims to make statements while discouraging families from other backgrounds from doing so. [source]
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If it’s for physicals, then anything can be sacrificed (including the urge to do it now, it can be put off to a later date – if only i had known this before, I wouldn’t have sacrificed my original youtube account) – I know that
Either you can react by saying “oh it’s not my fault and I am being affected by it… oh well; Or, you can say that it sucks and I am going to use and save that very energy to deliver justice myself.” Remember, you deserve it, it’s karma for all of the bad things you’ve done in the past.
Truth is, you being alive isn’t your fault- so you don’t deserve badness sure, but you also don’t deserve happiness.
What am I doing wrongly? Every action you take should be moving towards the goal, yes. But, it’s important to know that you need rests and a vacation – even the runaway slaves know this.
Consider this if your child is exhibiting new or sudden behavior changes: First days & adjusting to new routines can be difficult for everyone – young & old. 💚
i was right this entire time about school being bad for me at this point in my life when I did not have the fundamentals right. Ex. a functional family.
> Also, many graduations nowadays are only for promotional and bragging purposes. For this reason, the event can be a boring activity for some. [source
You need to understand that you need a document that will motivate you to pursue practical endeavors not just theoretical ones – sitting in front of the computer isn’t going to cut it.
document your experiences from going out with friends today.
Today’s experience with my friends left a permanent mark on me.
Pratyut Anand ran 10 minutes per mile 4 years ago – I have to see if I can beat that score.
I also saw the person at my national guard drill at professor bowl today – he looked like a pretty disciplined dude. Apparently people my age have been doing this for a long time.
I also saw Kwame at professor bowl and his buff light skinned thing.
Plus, if you’ve never seen a person trip and fall before, then you are sheltered person.
(Edited) Keywords:
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I hate the fact that stuff has to be “done in moderation” – as if we humans know any better or aware of the limits
We shouldn’t make fun of minorities because their goal is to be white or because they couldn’t choose to be born white? Either way, both recognize that being a minority is unfavorful.
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The purpose (long-term goal) of working is to stop working in the same way the long-term goal of resisting is to eventually not have to resist anymore.
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