Freethought Notes – Documented 4/7/2022

Why do I feel guilty for doing the right thing? – Quora

I feel bad for doing the right thing (

When I look at marathon for disabled, I feel as if I, as an able-bodied person, have no excuse.

Stop Looking for the Silver Bullet and do the Work |

You’re Only as Good as the Company You Keep — Frank Sonnenberg (

To Anyone Who Struggles With “Letting Go” | by Jaimee Ratliff | Personal Growth | Medium

^^The problem is this in written down form: there are a lot of things that are from my past to be used as sources for my future life (not in this house), since I have decided to stay here and necessary evil, I just face these unpredictable, but sure-to-come temptations. I have stayed 14 days and 15 hours without nsfw research the longest since this started, but I can’t keep forcing myself to face this torture and sustain it. I refuse to live a bad life and accept the defeat.
Since I cannot let these things go, there is a little energy on me that says to continue doing the nasties. It’s all or nothing for me; I hope I don’t cause any long term damage.

40 Ways to Let Go and Feel Less Pain (

How to Learn to Let Go of What You Can’t Control – Lifehack

Why self-compassion is key to stopping feeling like you’re always in the wrong (

I don’t know how to live. What should I do? – Quora

Defund the police, not education | Liberation News

I say this because I am not going to do all of this work to merely sustain this life with no other goal of changing for the better after that. It’s supposed to be a cycle of changing for the better. Real Help: An Honest Guide to Self-Improvement eBook : Awosika, Ayodeji: Kindle Store

What are the limits of free speech? – Big Think

Why is society always telling me how to live my life? – Quora

5 Reasons Why We Hold On to the Past + How to Let Go – Hush Your Mind

Fundemental Advice: Workarounds Vs Permanent Solutions | Freshservice Knowledge Management : Freshservice

I am not sure if the changing of these feelings are just a normal part of this stage of life or if they rather indicate something graver.

When You Feel Guilty for Moving On | She Blossoms (

How to Stop Feeling Guilty and Move on from the Past – Lifehack

Why do I feel like I secretly want to fail, or at least not be ‘first’? – Quora

How to Stop Finding Fault in Others [15 Expert’s Advice] (

Why do we take risks? – BBC Bitesize

Sometimes we take risks because we’re bored and want to ‘spice up’ our lives.

In most cases this boredom is the result of some imbalance in how we are living.

Why do we take risks? – BBC Bitesize

Is being easily influenced really that bad? (

8 Times That Giving Up Might Actually Be A Good Thing (

Why Is it Impossible to Stop Thinking, to Render the Mind a Complete Blank? – Scientific American

Why Trying to Stop Thinking is Impossible and What You Can Do Instead! (

“Normal is an illusion. What is normal for the spider is chaos for the fly.” — Morticia Addams | by WWW | Medium

Introduction: Do We Really Want Government Off Our Backs? – Federal Reserve Bank of Boston (

The Creation of Industry Front Groups: The Tobacco Industry and “Get Government Off Our Back” – PMC (

The Time Is Now: Abolish the Department of Education — The James G. Martin Center for Academic Renewal (

Letter to the Editor: How to teach students how to think — The James G. Martin Center for Academic Renewal (

How to deal with authority issues » myShrink

A License to Kill: Shoot First Laws, also known as Stand Your Ground | Everytown Research & Policy | Everytown Research & Policy

Shoot First, also known as Stand Your Ground, laws allow people to shoot to kill in public even when they can safely walk away from the danger. These laws threaten public safety by encouraging armed vigilantism. They allow a person to kill another person in a public area even when there are clear and safe ways to retreat from a dangerous situation.

Repeal Stand Your Ground Laws | Everytown | Everytown

Internal Monologue: What It Is, What It Means, and More (

How We Affect Each Other | Psychology Today

A Simple Way to Really See Each Other and Be Seen (

The Mystery of the Nation of Immigrants Who Fear Foreigners (

The Dictatorship That Is School. The top-down structure of school limits… | by Jennifer Osborne | The Startup | Medium

Children Exposed to Violence | National Institute of Justice (

Breaking the Vicious Cycle of Depression (

Buy only what is necessary, not what is convenient. What is unnecessary, even if it costs one cent, it is expensive. – philosiblog

Do the Necessary: A Lesson on Habit, Business, and Life from a Friar | by Will Richardson, MBA | The Startup | Medium

What should I do if my friends are losers and I hate them? Is it bad to just ditch them and move on? – Quora

How to become a legislator – CareerExplorer

What are some of the most underrated things (or people) in the world? – Quora

I’m depressed and convinced everyone has a better life than me. How do I stop thinking like this? Why is it so hard to remember that so many people have it worse than I do? – Quora

I am a racist and proud of it – Charleston City Paper

“I hate my own race. The teachers just always think we’re smart”: Re-conceptualizing the model minority stereotype as a racial epithet. – PsycNET (

‘Americanized’ Recounts What It’s Like To Grow Up Undocumented : NPR

People Admit Who The Most Underappreciated People In Society Are – George Takei

Death is not final. When a loved one dies. ・Angie Corbett-Kuiper (

Why do I want to suffer? – Quora

If the rules are what is keeping you from succeeding, then, in fact, break the rules. It is our moral imperative to break unjust rules

What I’m Learning About Being a Minority in America (

6 reasons why it’s time to defund the police | American Friends Service Committee (

7 myths about “defunding the police” debunked (

It is also a terrible calumny; cops are not murderers. No officer goes out in the field wishing to shoot anyone, armed or unarmed. And while they’re unlikely to defend it quite as loudly during a time of national angst like this one, people who work in law enforcement know they are legally vested with the authority to detain suspects — an authority that must sometimes be enforced. Regardless of what happened with Mike Brown, in the overwhelming majority of cases it is not the cops, but the people they stop, who can prevent detentions from turning into tragedies.

I’m a cop. If you don’t want to get hurt, don’t challenge me. – The Washington Post (

Characteristics of an Ideal Police Officer ||

If You Want To Master Your Life, Learn To Organize Your Feelings (

If You’re Overwhelmed, Take a Moment to Pause, Reflect and Look Within | by Esther George | Change Your Mind Change Your Life | Medium

What is intrinsic evil? – U.S. Catholic (

Is It Immoral To Be Rich? Yes. Absolutely. Next Question. — The Everyday (

Is being rich immoral? (

Working Out: When Will I Start to See Results? (


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everything about the job I work reminds me of something bad, it’s like a mini-trauma trigger

sometimes you have to kill a life to save a life.

One of these days I need to take the time to organize the research that I am conducting.s

organizing feelings can make your life a whole lot better. just having the thought of organizing your feelings makes your day better.

The funny thing is, is that it’s not really a big deal, but it can be if survival needs are not met.

I can’t wish good on others if I don’t have good myself. It’s emotionally impossible.

I need to stop feeling guilty and surprised, I am litearlly getting what I deserve.

This website acts as a Think Tank.

Acts that should be illegal

Some of them, I advocate a mandatory sentencing of death

We should use the condemmeds’ body parts to serve someone else, that way it’ll be used for the common good.

  1. Certain Parenting Styles – All children deserve good parents, but not all parents deserve children
  2. Viewing certain NSFW contents – Like, why is the public even able to access this. The only good thing it shows is that some people can resist it and for some it acts as distraction. Why use people like this?

What makes an action a just action? If the ends justify the means

Unbiased information about the death penalty and biased information as to why I support the death penalty


When one person breaks the contract the other is no longer bound by it

  1. Many people see the death penalties’ irrevesability as a reason not to support, but I see it as a reason to support it. I say this because once the person has been executed, it is never possible (see: recidivism rate for executed criminals) for the executed criminal to be loved in person again, thus elimitating the possibility for stockholm syndrome.
  2. The death penalty may have adverse practical efffects, such as encouraging those who are suicidal and wish to recieve lethal injection as a means of achieving it. I argue that these people are mentally ill.
  3. I see the death penalty as a form of killing in self-defense. I love this quote that I once saw: “If police didn’t exist, most crimes would carry the death penalty”
  4. The goal is to punish not to deter; Death-penalty opponents fail to comprehend this ideal
  5. The very reason I support it is because it’s irreversable, that way the victim does not have a possibilty of developing stockholm syndrome; Thus, satisfying moral closure.

For what crimes?

Notice how the universe themes of these crimes is breaking the contract of trust

  1. Kidnapping
  2. Hurting the vulenerable, helpless, defenseless
  3. Killing police officers or other law enforcement
  4. Terrorism
  5. Slippery Slope Euthanasia
  6. Psychological Abuse


Unthinkable crimes, thought crimes, boundaries to thinking, disciplined thikning, Irredemable offenses, Victims familties and prodiving closure, crossing the line, 8th amendement, know your rights, animals don’t have rights and we prove that by executing criminals who act like one, beastly, irreversable, never possible, redicivism rate,

The limits of the 8th amendement – The limits of capital “punishment”

It is a privilaige to punish and not to have to be in ones situation.

Comment: “An eye for an eye”, but where does it stop? – The Update (


draw the limit 8th amendment, using people, purpose of goal, goal of punishment, moral freedom, limits of freedom, limits of freedom of speech,

Rebuttle to the argument: “But the poor join the military at a disproportional rate” – Documented 2/26/2022

Who Serves in the U.S. Military? The Demographics of Enlisted Troops and Officers | The Heritage Foundation

Inforgraphic portraying the countries with the largest military spending in 2020 by percentage

Practical Arguments:

  • The miltiary will teach the poor how not to remain poor, if you are still poor whilst in the military, you must be doing something with your money that we don’t know about
    • I currently serve in the national guard and I, myself, won’t make it to the 12.9k poverty line (for a single person)
  • If anything, joining the miltiary is a good thing, as stated above, it’s a way out of poverty and brings discipline and structure to one’s life. As mentioned before, without morals we wouldn’t have academic education. As without morals, such events wouldn’t be able to take place.


military socioeconomic status infographic,

Freethought Notes – Documented 2/21/2022

Joe Biden – “We the People are the Government” – YouTube

Never Do This at the Doctor’s Office, Say Doctors (

What if there was a victim who say their fathers murderer get executed and their mother was murderered the next day? Should we execute the murderer or stop the need to execute people?

You can’t grow up and still be a socialist

What If Everybody Did That? | Social Skills for Kids | Read Aloud

Sulfates: Know What to Avoid |

Don’t confuse the word honesty with rudeness. Try mixing in some kindness. – On Life, Hope y todo lo demás… (

I will only change my doings if my doings effect my learnings

I hate elitists. I hate conceited people. I hate pompous people. by Neil Cavuto · MindZip

I Am Not an Elitist! (Or Am I?) | Psychology Today

Do Some People Deserve to Be Poor? – PLACE

Poor people are poor because they are lazy.” Sure, this is true, but how did they become lazy? How diid they learn to be lazy? It’s not magic.

Why We Need the Police | City Journal (

Dying For A Cause: When Men Make The Ultimate Sacrifice


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Freethought Notes – Documented 2/13/2022

This costs my sanity

What would you do if u were God?

‘People are moving on with their lives’: is the end of Omicron in …

Watch: Students Forced to Destroy Own Smartphones After Bringing Them To Class

Fear of Moving Forward – Experience Life

Overcoming the Fear of Loss: 5 Steps to Get Unstuck

The Psychology of Self-Improvement: Why It’s So Difficult To Change

Banning the Type of Police Raids That Killed Amir Locke Is Just a Start


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The ‘why’ will guide the ‘what’ and the ‘how’

We are distracted from distraction by distraction, filled with fancies and empty of meaning. This is what is formally known as a rabbit hole.


I don’t care about the rules. In fact, if I don’t break the rules at least 10 times in every song then I’m not doing my job properly.

Jeff Beck

Before you heal a man, make sure he’s ready to let go of the thing that is hurting him. Love-hate relationship. Can be used for good and or bad.

If not now, when will I study the grey area privates

Towards the private material: laugh at it, okay to surf and use as laughing material nsfw

About the private contents: I was planning on getting it all nice and then delete it to disappoint myself

Buy Now, Decide Later | Joybird

By ‘immoral thinking’, I do not mean thinking about immoral actions. No, what is meant is having thoughts that cause one to be less than ideally happy or are not conducive to the project of reducing suffering. These could be thoughts of a kind that fester anger and hatred inside of you, or memories that evoke sadness, or regret.


Life Is Back and Forth

Moral Conscience

President Bobby Jindal Would Spend More Money On Defense

15 ‘BobbyJindalIsSoWhite’ Memes That’ll Make You Go ‘Enough Internet For The Day’

What works for you may not work for (Gen)Me: Limitations of present leadership theories for the new generation

Freethought Notes – Documented 2/11/2022

Seize Every Opportunity That Comes Your Way : Harrison Barnes

Patience Is the Most Underused Investing Skill – TheStreet

I remember buffet saying that his method is simple, but most people fail as they lack patience

I require cooperation.

I stay here to show that anyone can do it

If I don’t block it from the beginning, then it’ll come in the intricate ways I stop following morals. let’s restart this even though I’ll lose some of my time.

I hate manual labor and it takes manual labor to document these notes and think. For example, this very text should be posted on the Blog post page, but I am posting it here since I am too lazy to scroll downwards.

If only I had a therapist with the ability to read mind accurately, I would be screwed and happy.

Social Media Usage Statistics for 2021 Reveal Surprising Shifts

What is Social Statistics?

White Male Patriarchy + Misogyny – Feminism = Trump’s Election

whites Say, Their Culture, Patriarchy…Permits white Men To Abuse Women, The Poor, Non-whites, & Children

Use this to crititisize and create new ideas:

Those who can’t teach make laws about education

Ebenezer Suresh

Murderers are wolves in sheeps skin. They may look human but are not really human.

Ebenezer Suresh

20 Remarkable Pro Choice Abortion Facts and Statistics

NEA’s Bad Lessons: National Education Association Pro-Abortion Stance Is Deadly For Students

Do laws work to stop abortion? – Laws focus on the wrong things.

Quick answer: No one is forcing anybody; the woman is already pregnant.


Actually yes, you are you are forcing the person to sustain being pregnant.

Quick answer: Sometimes when murderers are killing people, the murderer gets hurt or killed in the process. Should we make murdering legal so that the murderers don’t get hurt or die?


Making life harder for peoples.

Why is human even a word that is being used? In such a loaded context, too?

Pro-Life Laws Work

Thanks for saving me against me against my worst self.

Ebenezer Suresh

Who’s More Pro-Choice: Europe or America?

15 Reasons To Be Pro-Choice

Pro-life vs. pro-choice: A debate continues

Pro-choice supporters hold biggest-ever protest against Polish government

Unintended Pregnancy and Abortion Worldwide


Why Women Abort

Causes Of Abortion – 1033 Words | Internet Public Library

13 Most Common Symptoms And Causes of Abortion (Miscarriage)

What are American Values (Berkely Center)

When You Wish Good Things For Others – Mind Journal

What would a kid do?

What Counts as a Medical Issue?

Gen Z: Proudly The Most Sensitive Generation

Pro-life books have too many adjectives

A source

Pro-Choice Literature

Suffering – a part of life

Cop Busts Mom For Stealing Groceries But Sees 3 Starving Adopted Kids And Changes His Mind

It’s still wrong but we need another solution rather than punishment

“Nothing else you want to do after your dreams come true. You’ve become numb. You shouldn’t have ever stopped dreaming.
“Video games are a waste of time for men with nothing else to do.” Ray Bradbury

Comprehending Feelings = Empathy, Compassion

The cure for boredom is curiosity.

There is no cure for curiosity.


Coping mechanisms are equivalent to drugs, so make sure to take the right prescription

New York military police Soldier finds path to civilian law enforcement career


Let nature do its thing.


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You can’t stop a drunk man to stop doing drugs when he’s drug that’s why you wait till, he’s calmed down.

I am pro-choice as I understand everyones’ situations is unique and not the same and needs to be tended to accordingly.

It’s like typing, you shouldn’t think about it whilst doing it.

In principle, I am pro-life

In order to remove all distractions, you must first accurately identify them, if you don’t the rest of the steps don’t suit the goal.

Being angry just means it does not the suit the goal.

Actually I am glad human nature works like this; we should make it hard to be immoral.

Freethought Notes – Documented 1/31/2022

I don’t know, which is the very reason why I want to know: my lack of knowledge motivates me to know more.

Documenting notes requires manual labor which is something that I cannot tolerate.

I don’t hate doctors, I hate the fact that I need one in order to survive; Target the cause not the effects. In other words, I hate the way nature works.


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“you’ve changed”
“We’re supposed to”
“You are the change”

Freethought Notes – Documented 1/18/2022 -Version 2

Start now prevent later
the root of education is bitter

I keep subsconsiosuly judging but I don’t want to stop

The Myth of “The One”

can you request to delete pages you archived in the archive machine?

why don’t I sign up for online accounts? A: it’s too complicated

shouldn’t have touched nsfw contents but it was in the way of documenting my ft notes

This is because version 1’s post editor has glitched and now is quickly automatically alternating back and forth with some twitter link and I don’t want to deal with stupid technical and manual labor issues.

Why You Should Never Depend On Anyone But Yourself

Make your life dependent upon it, it’s like food to make

nobody knows the things I do alone…

After seeing the worst in human nature, I don’t think I have much faith, it’s as if I have Trauma and PTSD from war, but in this case it’s from seeing nsfw contents at a young age.

physicals sway opinions, everything else is an idea yet to be identified/discovered.

“Politics is the art of looking for trouble, finding it whether it exists or not, diagnosing it incorrectly, and applying the wrong remedy.”

― Ernest Benn

Only Let Yourself Make New Mistakes

Words that shouldn’t be a word, reference: how to create a word

Relearning there is a word for that

focus on what part of the effects

how to learn how to learn; metacognition, paradox, 

What are you doing when others are not around

*k* shaming

There is no possible way to fake this

What is a word for that blah you’re feelings

If I really wanted perfection I’d make it a convenient to attend an elitist all private school

Accept fate, trust source

It’s just an opinion

Learning How to learn, shouldn’t be a word, how to make a word, words imply and indirectly state criteria,

Learn how to learn in school

Stop trying to achieve perfection when you know for a fact it isn’t real

At a crossroad here again

I don’t want to stall myself

Your loss not mine

People reject what they can’t afford

No imperfection no notes

Jesus came for the military


Normal is a pretty low standard

Standard = subconscious

Keep thinking attract common sense is anecdotal evidence

Public school authoritarianism school teaches

All is temporary

Integrity should be cared about

Be patient

No thoughts left behind

It does not get better you just get used to it

You only see what you focus upon

Social order effectiveness human nature

Over achiever

No way

If you focused on protecting yourself all of the time you wouldn’t have any fun

In the same way they don’t care how you feel as if you protected your feelings all of the time then you wouldn’t have any problems to solve

Protecting feelings

This is what it feels like

I find it hard to pursue moral perfectionism as that implies that I would need to take more notes
However, I pursue moral perfectionism in other areas: such as not using social media, so I should treat my nsfw addiction the same.

From School Documenting Notes Session

never underestimate the power of virtually anything

Research lying and human nature

Medium gray area

Thanks for being hard on me

Common sense is anecdotal evidence

Save mistakes or attempt to correct them?

Physical effects exaggerated=feelings, drama queen

All feelings stem from dogma

Don’t trust, left me alone,

Trust as a social skills

Social “sciences”

focus on the feeling

focus on feelings not thoughts or vice versa – they are only ideas that “your body” has identified

The effects of feelings
What are thoughts and feelings? In order to define this you must first know it’s limits- to understand.

understanding feelings=understanding the limits of feelings/fear

All obstacles are physical objects that are over exaggerated

Vibes as a tag/category

Don’t focus on the wrong things, it will come automatically to you

indirectly judging too

do you have a plan to change or improve it why

So called protection, unless you have a systematic plan other than loud and violent

feelings virus

Decided for you

Fate is decided far before it happens you are merely the longer term effect in action – aware of it or not. Focus upon it.

Faith is believing before seeing (thinking) evidence is doing then thinking, believing

Opinion-belief, vague

name for feelings

“manuals are for losers”

Facts specific to when answer all possible questions to be asked

Science mag:

Everyone is not the same despite what common sense says

There is a formal diagnosis for everything

formal medical diagnosis

property rights

Social hierarchy

See: political compass test

stop imagining fake scenarios

imaginary=fake, it is literally defined as fake,be%20caught%20off%2Dguard%20again.

Displacing feelings is love it does not “come automatically” and isn’t magic and can be gotten out of

Is it possible to cure cancer? Is it possible to cure an “nsfw” addiction? Yes, if you see it as a problem, never lower standards for comfort, unconditionally here.

doctor is next to god

soldiers angels
soldiers are heroes

Soldiers are considered as pawns to some

Mother as a doctor, janitor a verb

Existing as an action, just be no change but just be

Participation trophies for just being


Doctor hierarchy

why do i imagine fake scenarios

It happens

recall bhoov dancing involuntarily at the sight of noise, that one scene event in the movie: home

Break rules by documenting notes is okay other purposes not, must have justified reason to keep social order effectiveness

How to build an artifical sense of urgency

Honestly, I don’t feel okay… even though it’s thought to be “normal”

Limits, stop using human nature as an excuse in the same way explaining why isn’t an excuse for letting a nsfw person who preys on younger ones go free.

Know the difference between a necessary evil and bad

iPhone Notes

One day I’ll be laughing at this and I want things to look back upon to laugh at. Like I am documenting events in blogspot.

Don’t take advantage

Literally and figuratively speaking here

Feel the pain now so you can rest later

It does not matter if it’s going to happen again, you still must keep integrity and high moral standards


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Dear nsfw contents, I may hate you, but I really miss you too. You’ll always have a part in my life.

> They think in situations where they are supposed to feel

Source: why intelligent people lack common sense

only pleasure forettign notes, area with more notes in two other areas, hitting rock bottom,

I feel so hesitant to let go solely because it’s hard finding these good sources again

Learned this in bad faith

Think of this as secretly collecting samples of contents that make me feel this way so I can study it and solve my problem. Don’t do this in bad faith.

Add this one (nsfw link, do not open with others around) to nsfw desires as well. I want to laugh at it when I get older. But forget this day.
if I am feeling bad about this, why am I not allowing myself to feel bad about the post I archived via BlogSpot titled inspiring examples in the archive machine? Why is the system so complicated?

This is how I developed desires, via bad faith.

Done secretively.

Should have never archived my nsfw from chats shouldn’t have even started as it lives with me for the rest of my life and will continue on as a disease that has been passed upon into via organs for generations to come. Like most people do.


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