This wouldn't be possible without making mistakes, emphasizing and acknowledging them as mistakes and "learning" from them; Reflecting thought process
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Because all scientists know the true meaning of independence, self-control and manipulation. All scientists see past the propaganda that the middle class sees; no one will tell you this, hence why it’s called true independence NOT republican-condoned social independence – They are people whom I don’t want to turn into. psychology is human behavior coding; Everything is a form of psychology
I’ve tried to be a robot and stick to a routine indefinitely, but that’s impossible as sooner or later that urge of wanting to break the routine comes into play. This is one of the reasons I find myself wanting to masturbate and to smoke – because I want to experience something new in my life.
This is why I listen to new music whenever I take a bath or do something mundane like that.
As I spend more time being alone and coping with myself as an adult. I started to play music in the car as I drive, which helped cope with my boredom of having to drive from place to place when I initially didn’t want to.
You need to give yourself a body a reason to fall asleep and you can do that by exercising.
I learned this as some nights when I am unable to sleep on command after the day. I found myself staying up late and waking up early. Some days only having something close to only 3-4 hours of sleep.
I found it very questionable how I was able to perform as a fairly non-sleepy adult whilst being “sleep deprived.”
Sooner or later I realized thru anecdotal experience, that it was the lack of exersie/productivity that fueled my lack of a need to sleep.
Ss soon as I started pushing myself to the limits, I started to sleep longer, which, for me is better.
This is because your body needs a reason to go to sleep. Implying that if you are unable to feel tired at nighttime, it’s time to start actually doing something with the energy you have accumulated during the day so that you can feel the need to rest during the nighttime.
One of the things being in the army had taught me is time management. I learned this out of trial and error given my need to survive BCT.
And if you find yourself doing the boring and mundane, expedite the process of doing it. Complete it as fast as possible. Move with a sense of purpose so that you can be done asap, and have much free time left over with the benefits of being clean.
during this little free time I have, I’ll spend this time reflecting on how far I’ve came this past year and a half I’ve had this blog up and running.
first of all, it’s almost mind boggling how time flies. As I look back up onto the posts from before, I simply cannot comprehend how much time has passed as I was thinking and documenting my ideas.
It took me quite the effort to adapt the new lifestyle basic training had bought up unto me, but I did it, I survived!
I’ll be honest, basic training wasn’t a piece of cake only because I had that injury on my right foot because I kicked a door too hard just weeks before basic training and also because i had to break the habit of being an excuse maker and always expecting perfection to happen to me. I’m glad I broke that habit because it bought me into reality. Sure, reality isn’t favorable at all and is quite fucking hell compared to heaven or other standards of perfection, but, I can gladly say that I’m learning to be an adult and that’s the goal.
And now to get to the part of which this blog Post title addresses – how I’m doing at AIT.
As I’m listening to the music I used to listen to as I blog (see SoundCloud playlists) as I lay on the bed making this very blog post, I can tell you that i am feeling a bit upbeat, but also focused on my goal.
My army-related goals are to become ranger qualified, air assault, sniper school and to become a warrant officer in my MOS of a 68A.
I dont really know what to say in the moment of these moments other than the fact that one day I’ll look back and think that it was something special. So I guess I’ll wait. Until then, ciao.
<!– wp:paragraph –><p>As I a speaking, I am currently waiting on a long-deserved, now-delayed flight. I will see you, future myself, until my sanity returns.</p><!– /wp:paragraph –>
<!– wp:paragraph –><p>Currently waiting at Gate 3 at the LR Clinton National Airport with a person shipping to the same base as me, who happens to be in charge of both of us. It has been enjoyable so far and wishing myself to continue doing the same.</p><!– /wp:paragraph –>
<!– wp:paragraph –><p>Saw and met some good folks that I conversed with my time here at the airport and back at meps.</p><!– /wp:paragraph –>
<!– wp:paragraph –><p>Met with a person named Brandon Tucker who seems to be joining the air force active duty and shipping tomorrow and joined for personal development reasons. This person is 20, married and has a kid.</p><!– /wp:paragraph –>
<!– wp:paragraph –><p>Also met another person named Nikki, a friendly person.</p><!– /wp:paragraph –>
Keeping healthy relationships with people is not the same as seeking fame or validation. It’s a healthy source of seeking fame and is rather healthy validation. You don’t have to be known like Micheal Philips in order to be a great swimmer or Usain Bolt to be a fast runner.
My tactic for the physicals is to find the perfect person (if not finable, make one up in your head and draw it irl) and then to compare everyone to the standard of perfection, until I find a real-life person.
Throughout your childhood, your body was just getting ready to be a parent. That’s the goal of this all. The goal of life is to be a good parent.
Everyone is entitled to a safe home, and if that’s called being entitled (in a bad way) then I don’t know what good entitlement is? If no one is entitled to anything, then that must mean they aren’t even entitled to life in general, which is something murderers would say. Don’t make yourself comparable and justifiable to what murderers do.
Whatever you do, just make it a goal to not fall into the trap of nsfw-curiosity addiction
Are those who don’t suffer only there because of those who suffer? I think so. Think of it like this: Without soldiers, there wouldn’t be safe spaces for those teachers to perform their teaching lessons, etc.
> The bullies themselves are victims, too, and need help just like the children they bully. “Because bullies are so aggressive, they are viewed by peers to be so difficult to deal with, so they are rejected,” writes DeLisi. Many bullies experience some type of abuse at home, and bullying others is simply a coping mechanism. Counseling can be provided as an avenue for bullies to talk about their feelings. Bullying may be a growing problem, but we can stop it by treating all victims: the bullied and the bullies. [source]
There are many people out there that deserve praise and recognition but don’t get it.
I had to go through it to realize its value, therefore ifa not a wasted experience rather a learned one, so, don’t call it useless.
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Physicals Section: Fairly Fit Peoples (people that are just starting out on their fitness journey)
Explore what grey’s anatomy is all about – it seems as if all of the successful rich peoples’ kids are into it.
Watch the sunset.
Quora Question from a long time ago – part of freethought notes:
Will there always be something we do now know?
I originally asked this question after thinking much on the topic of creativity, will creativity be infinite, meaning will creativity be alive and well forever, such as until the ends of the universe? In case of any of you are wondering the answer to a similar type of question is over here.
As many of you know, we humans are considered the most smartest race on earth, according to many scientists here in the United States. But I always wondered, are humans limited to what they think? This question astonishes me from certain perspectives, for example when you wonder about this, you often tend to think of what is the point of doing this work I am doing right now, what if I just don’t do it, i’ll just let someone else do it, I will enjoy my live because the average lifespan is 76 years. What is the point of doing this…..
Sorry if I kinda seen vague I will be adding more elements and information soon.