Freethought Notes – Documented 1/18/2022 -Version 2

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the root of education is bitter

I keep subsconsiosuly judging but I don’t want to stop

The Myth of “The One”

can you request to delete pages you archived in the archive machine?

why don’t I sign up for online accounts? A: it’s too complicated

shouldn’t have touched nsfw contents but it was in the way of documenting my ft notes

This is because version 1’s post editor has glitched and now is quickly automatically alternating back and forth with some twitter link and I don’t want to deal with stupid technical and manual labor issues.

Why You Should Never Depend On Anyone But Yourself

Make your life dependent upon it, it’s like food to make

nobody knows the things I do alone…

After seeing the worst in human nature, I don’t think I have much faith, it’s as if I have Trauma and PTSD from war, but in this case it’s from seeing nsfw contents at a young age.

physicals sway opinions, everything else is an idea yet to be identified/discovered.

“Politics is the art of looking for trouble, finding it whether it exists or not, diagnosing it incorrectly, and applying the wrong remedy.”

― Ernest Benn

Only Let Yourself Make New Mistakes

Words that shouldn’t be a word, reference: how to create a word

Relearning there is a word for that

focus on what part of the effects

how to learn how to learn; metacognition, paradox, 

What are you doing when others are not around

*k* shaming

There is no possible way to fake this

What is a word for that blah you’re feelings

If I really wanted perfection I’d make it a convenient to attend an elitist all private school

Accept fate, trust source

It’s just an opinion

Learning How to learn, shouldn’t be a word, how to make a word, words imply and indirectly state criteria,

Learn how to learn in school

Stop trying to achieve perfection when you know for a fact it isn’t real

At a crossroad here again

I don’t want to stall myself

Your loss not mine

People reject what they can’t afford

No imperfection no notes

Jesus came for the military

Military

Normal is a pretty low standard

Standard = subconscious

Keep thinking attract common sense is anecdotal evidence

Public school authoritarianism school teaches

All is temporary

Integrity should be cared about

Be patient

No thoughts left behind

It does not get better you just get used to it

You only see what you focus upon

Social order effectiveness human nature

Over achiever

No way

If you focused on protecting yourself all of the time you wouldn’t have any fun

In the same way they don’t care how you feel as if you protected your feelings all of the time then you wouldn’t have any problems to solve

Protecting feelings

This is what it feels like

I find it hard to pursue moral perfectionism as that implies that I would need to take more notes
However, I pursue moral perfectionism in other areas: such as not using social media, so I should treat my nsfw addiction the same.

From School Documenting Notes Session

never underestimate the power of virtually anything

Research lying and human nature

Medium gray area

Thanks for being hard on me

Common sense is anecdotal evidence

Save mistakes or attempt to correct them?

Physical effects exaggerated=feelings, drama queen

All feelings stem from dogma

Don’t trust, left me alone,

Trust as a social skills

Social “sciences”

focus on the feeling

focus on feelings not thoughts or vice versa
https://psychcentral.com/blog/childhood-neglect/2016/06/how-to-sort-your-thoughts-from-your-feelings-and-why-it-matters

https://tinybuddha.com/blog/living-right-now-you-are-not-your-thoughts-and-feelings/ – they are only ideas that “your body” has identified

The effects of feelings
What are thoughts and feelings? In order to define this you must first know it’s limits- to understand.

understanding feelings=understanding the limits of feelings/fear

All obstacles are physical objects that are over exaggerated

Vibes as a tag/category

Don’t focus on the wrong things, it will come automatically to you

indirectly judging too

do you have a plan to change or improve it why

So called protection, unless you have a systematic plan other than loud and violent

feelings virus

https://hbr.org/2020/03/that-discomfort-youre-feeling-is-grief

Decided for you

Fate is decided far before it happens you are merely the longer term effect in action – aware of it or not. Focus upon it.

Faith is believing before seeing (thinking) evidence is doing then thinking, believing

Opinion-belief, vague

name for feelings

“manuals are for losers”

Facts specific to when answer all possible questions to be asked

Science mag: https://www.smithsonianmag.com/

Everyone is not the same despite what common sense says

There is a formal diagnosis for everything

formal medical diagnosis

property rights

Social hierarchy

See: political compass test

stop imagining fake scenarios

imaginary=fake, it is literally defined as fake

https://www.businessinsider.com/what-catastrophising-means-and-how-to-stop-it-2018-3#:~:text=People%20may%20learn%20the%20habit,be%20caught%20off%2Dguard%20again.

Displacing feelings is love it does not “come automatically” and isn’t magic and can be gotten out of

Is it possible to cure cancer? Is it possible to cure an “nsfw” addiction? Yes, if you see it as a problem, never lower standards for comfort, unconditionally here.

https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/women-s-mental-health-matters/201604/5-ways-stop-your-racing-thoughts

doctor is next to god
https://www.toppr.com/guides/essays/essay-on-doctor/
https://www.quora.com/In-India-when-doctors-are-considered-next-to-God-then-why-do-the-patients-relatives-beat-them-up
https://www.indiatoday.in/india/cancer-survivors/story/doctors-are-next-to-god.-they-gave-me-a-new-life-says-sarbeswar-kalita-179076-2014-01-30

soldiers angels
soldiers are heroes

https://www.google.com/url?sa=i&url=https%3A%2F%2Fstorymirror.com%2Fread%2Fenglish%2Fquote%2Fa-good-doctor-with-genuine-intentions-is-next-to-god%2F808743eb-aa47-4d7c-803c-f220fc2794ed&psig=AOvVaw2cbjZNlgCfm7Nez8u4Xe_G&ust=1642621635303000&source=images&cd=vfe&ved=2ahUKEwix7uzJiLz1AhW-nmoFHTDrALQQr4kDegUIARC7AQ

Soldiers are considered as pawns to some

Mother as a doctor, janitor a verb

Existing as an action, just be no change but just be

Participation trophies for just being

Residency

Doctor hierarchy

why do i imagine fake scenarios

It happens

recall bhoov dancing involuntarily at the sight of noise, that one scene event in the movie: home

Break rules by documenting notes is okay other purposes not, must have justified reason to keep social order effectiveness

How to build an artifical sense of urgency

Honestly, I don’t feel okay… even though it’s thought to be “normal”

Limits, stop using human nature as an excuse in the same way explaining why isn’t an excuse for letting a nsfw person who preys on younger ones go free.

Know the difference between a necessary evil and bad

iPhone Notes

One day I’ll be laughing at this and I want things to look back upon to laugh at. Like I am documenting events in blogspot.

Don’t take advantage

Literally and figuratively speaking here

Feel the pain now so you can rest later

It does not matter if it’s going to happen again, you still must keep integrity and high moral standards

Keywords:

Common sense requires stupidity, thinking and feeling correlation, feeling is doing, tabs tails linking, going against conscience, do you really want to pursue this, feelings had whilst doing are not focused upon as if they were you wouldn’t be motivated to do practically, necessary evils, getting mad if it’s not there, feelings are formally called what, common sense, learning how to learn, Layers to feelings, physically effect, did my deed, tradeoffs, being a mom is a job, you don’t want to know, that’s different, double standards, defenseless, (figuratively speaking,) me and you are like puzzle pieces that don’t fit, in a perfect world we wouldn’t need to live, greatness thrust upon them implies feelings are being shared upon to you via contagious feelings, can teachers tell if a student has a thing for another, came from nothing, self made, from humble beginnings, thinking brings us together, artificial sense of urgency, mistakes then back again after mistake, don’t lie to yourself saying that you didn’t make any nsfw mistakes along carrer and tolerate b.s., requires caring to focus upon, obstacle desires, can’t make myself do it, hidden talents, testing my patience, testing my feelings, working the system, only good faith, burn burn burn song, drug tolerance, how do scientists set limits, I should have felt this bad when I was documenting notes without headphones or in bad faith knowingly and keeping posts, set limits for your child, stop lying and saying that you feel fine, set up screen time limits for your child, mass psychology, common sense diagnosis, evaluation type, bad addictions, the myth of one last time, satire, figuratively “run” for president,

Dear nsfw contents, I may hate you, but I really miss you too. You’ll always have a part in my life.

> They think in situations where they are supposed to feel

Source: why intelligent people lack common sense

only pleasure forettign notes, area with more notes in two other areas, hitting rock bottom,

I feel so hesitant to let go solely because it’s hard finding these good sources again

Learned this in bad faith

Think of this as secretly collecting samples of contents that make me feel this way so I can study it and solve my problem. Don’t do this in bad faith.

Add this one (nsfw link, do not open with others around) to nsfw desires as well. I want to laugh at it when I get older. But forget this day.
if I am feeling bad about this, why am I not allowing myself to feel bad about the post I archived via BlogSpot titled inspiring examples in the archive machine? Why is the system so complicated?
EDIT: FOR CLARITY OF CONFUZION, I REMOVED THE LINK AS OF 1/18/2022 11:21 P.M. DUE TO ME FEELING GUIDTY OF DOING THIS IN BAD FAITH, DO NOT GIVE THE SELF ANY MORE IDEAS, THIS IS JUST AN OBSTACLE TO NOTES.

This is how I developed desires, via bad faith.

Done secretively.

Should have never archived my nsfw from chats shouldn’t have even started as it lives with me for the rest of my life and will continue on as a disease that has been passed upon into via organs for generations to come. Like most people do.

Keywords:

hyperindividualism, yes that’s a real word, I don’t want to go to school too many distractions and obstacles, real science has not obstacles, content goal, conservative=survivalist lifestyle, middle class voting patterns, keep us divided, prevent start temptation, focus on what part of the effects, requires common sense, unteachable, a crutch people use is common sense, reviewing concepts, relevant as a goal word, target the root cause, take this as an example, protecting the defenseless, protect as a goal word, boy scouts awards, social interpretation, goal, try not to sz3ize it, take this as an opportunity, grief counseling, looking for trouble, only way to know, a day in my quote book, a day in my shoes, role model, focus on effects, only make mistakes, formula of thoughts, keep me occupied, no one knows what the future entails, perfection is boring, is science boring, perfection=no need for change, words can’t explain how I feel, conditioned feelings, go easy on him (way treated), class is a communist concept, discipline, comfort, informal, professionalism, ROTC, respect=tolerate the presence of, price, value, die for…, no shortcuts to successfulness manual labor is it, method matters, integrity matters, world police, Amorality, lying addiction, think about ideas, think about death all the time, death, life, and in between, and s8, Thinking too much, restricting yourself, thinking=restricting channelizing feelings, doing requires feeling not thinking, opportunity to help, formal legal, feelings goal, thinking correlation with physical, allow yourself to be lazy, outside motivation, build a lifetime resistance, psychological drug, your past does not matter here, acknowledge human nature, how do scientists set limits, this drive comes from small talk tolerance, that’s different, new problems, temptations, automatic, resilience, recognize the lives lost, traces of war, the scars never fade, the past never lies, the present is the past, bored of taking notes, channelize feelings, shouldn’t have to do this, pleasure, don’t let feelings goals change, don’t let feelings change your goals, resilient build in public places; for example no staring in public, use necessary evils to advantage, necessary evil force/violence, root of evil, in my way,

Freethought Notes – Documented 12/22/2021

Clearly state the criteria instead of the label

do i need to live

effective ideas

comprehension level

reduce the need and supply for fossil fuels

practical thinking

unbiased

morality is an obstacle

born liberal

practical dogma

avoid needing to make sudden lane changes by”

focus on humans symbolism

Sanctity of life – Wikipedia

Pushing respect boundaries, opinionated

moral guide our practical application of knowledge

If you understood, you wouldn’t have many opinions

Can’t do both at once: multitasking

logical criteria

formula

live for the moment

pseudoscience

My goal is to change your goals

Is it possible

What Is a Social Construct? Common Examples Explained

Emotional support animals are becoming more common on college campuses

fact is an event

judging theoritical fact event

8 WAYS THAT ANTI-INTELLECTUALISM IS HARMING THE CHURCH

measuring crime sociology

What does it mean to understand someone?

change evaluation styles

want to evalaute

facts on applying criteria helps one get out of the phase of being opinionated

make it inconvenient is not effective

clear criteria

stop labeling things, clearly state the criteria you’re applying the reach this conclusion

how did you learn it?

target the problem, not the effects of the problem

I want to be a Death Penalty supporter when I grow up!!

24 ways to reduce crime in the world’s most violent cities

Society is playing make believe

Op-Ed: The best way America can honor its fallen soldiers is to create fewer of them

normal people

opinion vs. fact

related variables

emphasizing charasteristics about a situation

The middle class is the worst place to be stuck in as it’s a place where you need help but are too afraid to get it.

psychology studies how thinking effects behavior and vice versa

no two experiences are exactly the same, that’s why it’s called a grey area and a controlled experiment

The people who oppose funding education need it the most

feelings and moral decision making

treat it as [a compliment]

Moral universalism is the only type of morality there is

Moral Emotions

how do these thoughts pop into my head, these ideas are so good!

before providing justificatoin make sure a bad guy can’t use the same excuse

grey area definition, apply knowledge for now

emphasizing charasteristics

A fact about your statement is that it’s an opinion; facts are to be accepted not to be changed.

Ultimately, abortion bans are a total waste of time. They don’t prevent abortions, they are morally repugnant, and they are medical nonsense. If you want to reduce the rate of abortion, providing cheap contraceptive access is a much more effective way to do it.
It’s a common myth that abortion bans prevent abortions.

https://gidmk.medium.com/abortion-bans-dont-work-2c9fff7bb025#:~:text=Ultimately%2C%20abortion%20bans,bans%20prevent%20abortions.

“I am American and I am afraid: Why the abortion ban is so disturbing”

opinions=illusion of control, ignorance to the specifics

Some people don’t want to trust

and the relationship between variables only prove as otherwise.

To those who claim that we have had 60 mil plus abortions I say slow progress – sometimes you have to go back to go forward.

A Solution To The Abortion Debate

Even people who are pro-choice are not pro-abortion. Whether it is because of morals, medical reasons, or any other reason, no one wants abortions to happen.

https://www.theodysseyonline.com/solution-to-abortion-issue#:~:text=Even%20people%20who%20are%20pro%2Dchoice%20are%20not%20pro%2Dabortion.%20Whether%20it%20is%20because%20of%20morals%2C%20medical%20reasons%2C%20or%20any%20other%20reason%2C%20no%20one%20wants%20abortions%20to%20happen.

Free will, effectiveness.

reducing abortion the right way = reducing the need for abortion and not believing in free will

Morality is a grey area

Making abortion less necessary is by far the better approach.

https://www.motherjones.com/politics/2006/01/right-way-reduce-abortion/#:~:text=Making%20abortion%20less%20necessary%20is%20by%20far%20the%20better%20approach.

Simply put, there are two key ways to reduce abortion – by making it less necessary or by making it less available. In our view, only the former approach is humane, effective, and just.

https://archive.ph/CTYdV#:~:text=Simply%20put%2C%20there%20are%20two%20key%20ways%20to%20reduce%20abortion%20%E2%80%93%20by%20making%20it%20less%20necessary%20or%20by%20making%20it%20less%20available.%20In%20our%20view%2C%20only%20the%20former%20approach%20is%20humane%2C%20effective%2C%20and%20just.

I’ve learned nothing useful for the past 18 years I’ve been alive and rather learned things that shouldn’t be useful like how to cope and how to use a knife for self defense if in danger

That being said, I think I don’t show respect to my notes because I spend time writing these very notes outside of headphones

Thinking solves most of your problems

The only way to run a society is on ignorance

I am tired of document these notes and not getting much lifestyle change in return even though I am deliberately stopping it and had worked before

This problem arises because I’ve told myself to accept the degree of ignorance requires to live in a society

See them as a situation

Coping mechanisms

Moral problems are personal problems: as long as it does not effect me or what I care about it does not matter

Stop respecting stupidity

Measuring

Not real only exists in head

Emphasize characteristics about a particular situation is not a fact

I don’t like being manly

Bare naked eye limits

I have all of these great ideas but my body is too tired to document it.

Is being moral it’s own reward?

mentally used as

thinking is the problem

Is being moral even worth it anymore? Especially whe the rewards are close-to-none and only boredom in return?

Psychology isn’t not subjective – that’s why it’s called a study (studying is an attitude towards something)

Forced to tolerate the presence of opinionated stupidity

Good and evil struggle

Murderers aren’t human – kill them, treat them like animals

Is trust given first and then expected or vice versa?

When they mean I oppose abortion they mean I and I only oppose abortion they don’t speak for the rest of us, respect that

Your problems aren’t real you’re making a big deal out of nothing called symbolism

One more: from the death penalty runs

When can I move on from this repetitive lifestyle that produces no results?

Why focus on humans?

Anti abortioners are against abortion in theory not in practical

Focus on the you think not what you think

Thinking is considering

I am getting tired of note documenting

I am getting tired of being of moral and having no reward

Inconvenient is a risk and a gray area as of too many vague possibilities

Only allow abortion when Life is at risk

Only support the death penalty for self defense

Nature isn’t understandable

Never ending trust or evil

Every action has an equal and opposite reaction

Trust is meant to be broken

Moral perfectionism

Test yourself

Measure how you measure reevaluate your own biases

Want to want

Bare naked eye limits

At heart everyone is a libertarian

dosent work trust theory

it’s all about owning the libs not about policy

you are a situation

“I know enough to know that it’s wrong”

Make your wants your needs; for example, do we need to be moral or do we want to be moral?

Comprehending morality

Get over morality: it’s a flawed theory and a way of living as a goal

Pride comes before the fall

People only show what they’ve learned

Measuring opinions

Prevent developing opinions

If you have all of the facts then you will have no opinions 

What I would do if I was poor and how I’d like to be treated

Practical dogmatics

Plan

Throne

Studying is an attitude so are all words

Science is more moral than you think

Kids are born sinners and immoral

What does morality require?

One more…

Cops are terrorists

The notion of people only exists in the mind; in reality we are all just homosapiens using our bare naked eye limits to our advantage.

the more you try to control the more opinionated you are

What are some charasteristic shared by all opinions?

Keywords

complicated, characteristics, idiom, money is a form of figurative language,