everything is a language and a mental state, it’s just not treated (recognized) as such
Abuse is relative to morality
Indirect comparisin
Before you attempt to justify it (judge it again, judging opinions), make sure that a criminal can’t say the same thing and justify it; For example, you God told you not to murder whilst his God did
Measuring violence, passive aggressivism, manhood is anger and fear and passive-aggressivism,
what criteira applied what do yu mean look like a human?
analogy: face acts, serves as a battlefield; sway opinion care systematiclly about
loaded words, adjetive abstract nouns, using
You only care about the things that affect your goal of understanding and idenitfying process. Thinking proess, not a conclusion.
You must be willing to do whatever it takes to achieve this goal
peer pressure is passive aggressivism but can it be used for morally goodness? Making the best out of human nature
I want to make it hard to think of bad things, This is the art of swaying opinions
you only identify what you care about, so if you are able to think of them (imagine them), then you care about them
the reason why you don’t know is the very reason why you’re curious -> you want to know; This is formally called curiousity
There is being NSFW curious and SFW curious, do not get into the NSFW curious, as that is being morally curious.
Ebenezer Suresh
you cant learn from something you didnt do; The only source of knowledge is experience
you can’t learn from everything, sometimes you’ll have to apply what you’ve learned
The 10 Things You Can’t Learn In The Classroom
I asked you to describe reality, as-is, not your infrences or imagining a perfect world, but to merely describe it as is
descricing what is going in in your mind
Your face is a battlefield
What are you describing? Criteria for behaviors?
How Do You Learn?
how did you learn it
you are learning every second, so be wary of you learn
i will not hesitate to get rid of anything gained in bad faith
good citizens enforce the laws by following it influencing others
isn’t it simple, if you don’t want me to get violent please show it with your actions instead of solely using words, don’t make me get violent
critiera is a goal for identifying, and the less natural it happens (involuntary and automatic) the more effort it requires the more opinoianted (biased) you are
it comes from within
opinions are a sign that you are a human
how it should be used, if pro life also pro death penalty, that’s proof it’s not solely fact based rather opinion-goal based
I am like a kid, I need a teddy bear – something to hold onto while I go thru this process called torture under the guide of schooling.
when people are happy, they are really sad, it’s just not treated as such
Why should I keep doing this if it’s going to keep coming again?
vagueness as a grey area possibilities; Think about how the word unidentified flying object is used in context, you wouldn’t use this vague word implying you don’t know the speifications of said object unless you were talking about something vague and abstract
what is stopping you
If your goal is not to explain and understand and comprehend then you’re the biased one
Respect kids
You only care what effects you
Putting the life on the line
Avoid imperfections
The worst place is when You know you deserve to die but you don’t let nature won’t let you. It’s so unjust.
Nature is unjust.
Nobody wants to invest in me
And I don’t want to die an embarrassment, a failure so I’ll just commit suicide.
I wish to exist as idea but I am a human too
Something else about thinking about the kids.
Unless you want to from the moral conscience
The hardest part is channelizing feelings to be moral again and try again even though it’s Never going to work.
For example, respecting bad people and not applying justice. I don’t want to tolerate the presence of badness.
I think this secretive desire stem from documenting ft notes as an exception and making excuses instead of being perfect. If this was the military you would have been caught and punished by now.
Moral outrage
What are you allowed to want says society hidden curriculums indirect language
“I lived thru it”
Mixed desire multitasking
Reduce the need for violence by reducing the cause of it
The need for religion and moral suffering
Don’t be afraid to ask for help
Sharing my deepest secrets
Lack of understanding, it’ll only go up if you truly wait for it to, feel like something is missing.
I wish I could tell my feelings what to do on command. I wish I had that power but that’s now how nature works.
Strategies for immediate physical distraction:
Choke yourself
By sticking finger in the throat
Punch yourself in the legs
Slap yourself where it wouldn’t cause longer term damage
Under all circumstances do not:
Ever harm the brain
So don’t slap yourself in the side of the head or the forehead like you usually do
Keywords; be nothing, fake smile, things go wrong, self control, no effort, drugs desires, focus in words or actions, tired of bad things happening to me, tired of needing self control, keeps me good, give something to cry about, artificial feelings,
The s* The NSFW virus is stemming from the involuntary changes I went through and now tolerating problems of.
two brains may look the same but inside no one is the same: this is proof that normal can be decieving, there is no “normal”
We all secretly suffer in silence, under the guide of so called “minor inconviences and of the like”
Like Fingerprints, No Two Brains Are The Same
Every person has a unique brain anatomy
There is a difference between forcing for the goood and the worse, a criminal can say one is forcing them to reeturn the money they rightfully stole and the original owner can say he was forced to give up his money at the will of the robber, measuring forced by conditioned behaviors. See: moral outrage, parental responsibility,
what if people could read your mind? understand your behaviors implications?
Man Up! – Social Justice Books
Does Your Personality Type Decide Your Political Opinions?
why are you able to endure torture? and still live, be conscious? I wish I didn’t have much of a pain tolerance and went straight into self destruct mode or I wish I could have either never seen or been introduced to it to begin with.
human stupiy isn’t subejctive, therefore morality isn’t subjective.
what you want is what you get; Consciously choose what you want, don’t let involuntary attractions desires get the best of you, stop acting on urges.
at least you know it’s useful enough to be useless, nothing is really uselsss – a word that shouldn’t exist
No restrictions
I can’t be trusted with a human body
No one can be trusted alone
Direct effects
I am not okay with this longer term
When I am alone I do bad things, so I need to be with others
To stop something, stop the need for it, stopping it directly will only lead to a failure. For example, stopping the need to have kids.
I’m ready to move on but I can’t. I hate repeating the same mistakes over and over again.
I hate school. There is no need for it. It’s just a distraction. Bullying intellectuals.
It’s all schools fault
Focus on your limits
I hate developing s* interest it’s an unhealthy addiction
Actions say as otherwise
Don’t think twice just do
Safeguards
Feelings guide the way no.
Perfection does not exist
Try my best
Thinking is the enemy of progress
Mentally ill
Why do these desire only come when I am breaking the rules?
It’s as if it’s a necessity in order to write notes. Or else perfection would exist and there wouldn’t be anything to do. Love your mistakes but not enough that you decide to keep pursuing them. Rather embrace them and keep resisting.
Go all of the way
I wish I was o. Gen. And hit pk:ed
Wisdom can only come alone and via experience -no other way.
Can’t do it as it’s not perfect now
Can’t go it out of bad faith – everything is out of bad faith, you only do it because of how it’s channelized to affect you.
It’s a bad time now as it’s not perfect yet. Stop waiting and start making it perfect; it won’t work itself, or do it for you. Have that sense of urgency.
Abuse of trust turns on. This is because it requires outside motivation and a lack of desire for perfection. You stop thinking of them as obstacles and start thinking of them as the solution – being demoralized is a sign of wisdom. I want to be idealistic again – for it to affect my behavior in such a manner.
I am tired of systematically caring, that is what I am really tired of chasing my goals at all costs. I just want to slaughter everything on my way and leave with nothing – return to dust as I found it – myself.
A lifetime of regret.
I can feel the pain which is what makes it so stimulating. And unsafe, however it’s as if I am attracted to the violence. How do I stop this involuntary attraction?
The goal is to make it easier to resist
You just found another wha that didn’t work. Stop being discouraged. I remember saying that if Its susceptible to being can be encouraged or discouraged it’s not with it as it’s artificial motivation.
I offer good advice that I myself don’t follow
It’s as if I don’t want to anymore due to boredom
If you decided to stay in society you might as well start being active. As there is no other way to stay safe in such a place. They’ll kill you out of love.
Love is everything
I am a Christian a perfection and morality
Transition
trusts matter how much
It’s the manual labor I hate: for example just having to take my shirt off before I take a poop so I can stop making fantasies.
I choose boredom over s. Activeness
I did it before and I’ll do it again
Bad things should stop feeling good as feelings are a guide for many people, however, you should guide them, force them.
Great is the man who is able to practice self control and trust.
My right hand isn’t a v.
I just want to crumble myself
I want to stop existing; but I still have that one side of me that says don’t give up and you’re still alive regardless.
I hate needing to survive. It’s not my responsibility to keeping being alive and to commit suicide.
We are like credit cards we are to be used.
I don’t have much faith that this will get better. I’ve tried for 7 years and it didn’t work.
How many times
I don’t like the need go to school
I hate my feelings
I hate the fact that my goals aren’t practical
I hate bottling up my feelings. I hate the need for self control.
What makes me set this goal?
I need some moral limit but I don’t know which ones
Spiritually
I want to kill these people. But I can’t since it’s illegal and I’ll probably be killed in return and I don’t want my life to go.
Crying is inevitable me it happens
I am not a computer programmer where I can use my skills to prevent myself from becoming s. Developed.
My feelings don’t make any sense
Why am I able to feel pain
Why am I Able to be confused
Stop myself from laughing
I don’t want it anymore
I don’t know what to hate
I am tired of all of these stinking rules
I have so many desires at one time I hate this. I hate multitasking.
I don’t want to have to use the mental ability to perform self control.
It’s like violence I have to perform. It’s like being an executioner, I don’t want to have to execute someone b it if I have to I will, under all costs.
Be proactive and strong, even though it requires stupidity and effort.
I do recall smacking my head did work in forgetting thoughts.
Extrinsic motivation comes from trust
I wish I was in Finland where suicide wasn’t a thing and if it were it was peaceful.’
I don’t have the motivation for this anymore.
My more feelings compass is confused
I knew it was wrong I just acted on my urges
Urge to identify it as wrong
Curiosity
Life is so boring
I want to, want to make myself like dying
I hate schooling and subconscious multitasking
Trust is giving up control
Has a mind of its own
I don’t want to have to survive or do this
Most teachers don’t have any common sense regardless of their “education.” It’s like giving a kid a spoon and expecting him to eat a salad as if he has a fork.
roo couldn’t afford to be focused on school because of my physical barriers. Human nature is a physical barrier.
Under all conditions I will have to work it out.
What you focus on and respect the presence of is going to sway your opinions
I want to give myself something to do
Against my will
I can’t do it now since it’s not the perfect time yet I don’t have tall the resources: such as having a clean room and a quiet house
Come back when you’re 18 and then enlist manipulate desires
Why isn’t anything easy?
School doesn’t teach you the important things in life: such as:
How to set goals
How to love
How to live life
It only teaches you to be morally pressured
anger does not work but I want it to work
Only taught me to be stupid
You can’t fix stupid
Everything require suffering
It’s not worth suffering for
It’s only rewarding stupidity
Reminding me via actions language not word language
Is It a Sin to Disobey Your Conscience?
Where does the need to think, the desire to think come from? Since we only do what we want
The hidden pandemic
Need for Affiliation
Where Are You Mentally?
How Do People Learn?
ON ‘FEAR DISGUISED AS PRACTICALITY’
Senses
Understand how we learn
Science is about understanding how to learn
Grey area
Understand the reason part of reason
Justice in heaven
Are you really looking for a solution or looking for more problems inadvertently
Sociology
One step ahead of us, indirectly, too late now, one more here
To me it’s either all or nothing
Notion of mental health
Focused
Definition is what is considered the formula the criteria applied
Logical criteria of being pro life (pro make it harder to get an abortion and honor killings) and pro death penalty
Theoretical ideas aren’t opinions
Ideas are criteria themselves
In action are calculating with actions
Define civilized, indication of passive aggressive judging, sense of guilt
What if a crmimnal said that? Couldn’t they justify it too?
comprehension level
I don’t lsiten to my feelings, my feelings listen to me (See: paradox, illusion of control), meaning, that, I tell my feelings what to like and dislike, what to love and what to hate, my feelings don’t command me. Even though they kind of do in the beginning, as required by that sense of urgency.
Necessary evil is an indication of indicrectly judging opinions
Definitions-criteria, consideration of information used.
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